Mysterious Gremlins Within
Daily blog about living with Crest syndrome, MCTD, and Fibromyalgia
Monday, June 8, 2015
Another day in paradise
Knees still swollen and hurting, my fingers are hurting so bad. No matter what I do they hurt, just bending them, or trying to pick something up hurts.. grr I am not happy that this cap is progressing so darn fast.
I wish they would give me something to help slow it down some.
I have 4 appointments next week and I pray I get some answers to help.
that's all for tonight
Sunday, June 7, 2015
Day by Day
As each day goes by more symptoms surface, my knees are swelling and hurting, two of my fingers are swollen at the knuckles and hurt when I try to bend them. Along with all the other issues I have had since October seem to just get worse instead of getting better. I am totally at a lose as to what to do or what to expect at this point. None of my doctors seem to want to control it. They all seem to pass to buck onto the next doctor on the list. I feel like I play "ring around the rosie" with them.
I have been extremely tired, and have absolutely no energy, and to top it off I feel a little depressed. At least I think that is what it is. I've never been one to be depressed cause I always just keep chugging forward. I have always been on the go type of person and for me to not be on the go or even want to be on the go is just not me.
I want to be the person I was 8 months ago before I got first got sick. I can't really explain what it is I'm feeling, besides being frustrated and angry with the doctors at this point.
My goal is to try my hardest to snap out of this funk I'm in and conquer whatever it is that I have to in order to stop the gremlins that are within from multiplying and taking over completely. I am going to try not to be so cranky, and irritated all the time. Of course I can't promise that, being that I hurt and there seems to be nothing I can do to stop it.
Well even if I can't stop the above, I will try to be more of the person I use to be going forward.
May God watch over everyone I love and protect them.
Monday, April 20, 2015
April 20, 2015
But for tonight I am going to end this short blog and watch some tv.